T.G.I.F.

You have absolutely no idea how much I look forward to Fridays now. Life is HELL and I cannot wait until my O levels end and I can get out of secondary school. 

I know that when I actually DO get out of school, I'm totally gonna miss it and everything but I really am not right now. 

I'm just gonna put my everything into these last few days and then finish school off with a bang. And a good, satisfied feeling inside of me. 

I don't know what it is about me, but I just really cannot stand my inability to decide. (Yes, I know there's a term for it and its called being indecisive)

I mean, I really have no opposition against going to Poly but at the same time, I feel like I absolutely DO NOT want to go because I don't want to miss out on JC life. Then you can counter argue and go like, 'then you'll miss out on poly life' and I'm just going BOOHOO WHAT IS LIFE. 

COOL IT NAT YOU'RE NOT OUT OF SCHOOL YET. 

Yes, I know I still have til next January to make a decision but it's always the little things in life that nudge you at the corner of your mind, consistently reminding you that life is moving on and you need to start living it. And fast. 

I. HATE. FAST. 

You have no idea how many times I have wanted to just ask life to shut up and freeze for a moment because IT'S JUST GOING WAY TOO FAST. 

I mean, it's good and bad but right now, it's being really really bad... all the time. 

I know that life can't stop moving so... I might as well just accept it and stop bitching about life and just live it. 

OH WELL. 

BOO HOO.