Powerful Words

Words are extremely powerful. What you might pass off as a light sentence can stay with someone else for the rest of their lives. Calling somebody fat, or a failure - that can stay with a person for life.
No matter how close you are to a person, words hurt.

I learnt that the hard way today.

No matter how angry you get, always try to keep your words to yourself because it's clear that people can be get so angry and violent that they can make your whole world fall apart.

Hate is a word that I rarely use. I don't hate people. Why should I? They haven't done much to me to make me hate them but you. You I well and truly hate. Which is extremely upsetting because you're so close to me.

You've watched me grow up and watched me become who I am today. It's clear that the lack of communication has reached its peak.

This relationship is over.

You may now choose to rely on them because I will never be good enough for you.

Its evident how bad this has gotten and I don't think we can ever get back to the place we used to be. No, I apologise, we were never at a good place, have we?

All those smiles, those are all fake. You're a wonderful actor. You have no idea how insanely talented you are because you have fooled everybody around you. Except for me. I refuse to believe your lies because no matter what, you are a terrific liar. You may have even fooled yourself into thinking that you are who you are and you can choose to blame anybody but yourself but let me break it down for you: You are a liar. You are a terrible person. You have no idea how much pain your words have caused me all these years.

You call me rude? Let me tell you why: Because I hate you. I am rude to you because I am absolutely furious and I have been for all my life. She might have gotten over it but I have not and I probably never will get over it. I can never forgive you for what you did because it is a huge reminder of how imperfect people can be and how big of a mistake someone can make. You made the biggest mistake and now you will pay for it for the rest of your life.
You may be able to hurt me now. You may be able to make my life a living hell but for me, it will get better. For you? Never. It can never get better because you have to live with that weight on your shoulders for the rest of your life. You made that mistake and you will pay for it for the rest of your life.
Me? I will move on, I will lead a better life in the future - without you.

That sentence you made? You can be rest assured that it will ring true. You may choose to rely on them but will they even want to let you rely on them?

They don't know the mess you've caused. They weren't there to witness it. I was there. I am living proof that you can actually permanently emotionally damage a person for life.

Words will stay with you for life. Everything I've said, all I've said to you. It may stay with you for the rest of your life. Your words to me? It'll stay too.
I promise you that once I'm gone, I'm gone. I'm never coming back. I refuse to come back because I hate this place. I hate anything associated with you and I'm so ashamed that I am.

Goodbye. This is it.