Feels Like...

I feel like a blog post has been long overdue... A personal one that is. 

Life in school has been going alright. A little repetitive but still alright. 

Everyone keeps telling that I'm 'in Year 1! Join everything! Be participative!'

Well, HELLO, I'VE BEEN TRYING! IT'S NOT THAT EASY! 

Trying to balance schoolwork, and all the other shit going on in school is harder than it seems. 

First, I join my CCA which is alright and totally normal. I always wanted that CCA anyway. 

Then comes council which I was always interested in joining as well so fine, I'll join that as well. 

Next up, there was this weird programme they invited me to which sounds really awesome and good for me in the long run, though it's full of crap but I decided why not and joined THAT as well. 

I'm also in the editorial team for my church's magazine (which reminds me: I have an article to write. Damn.) and also in the drama team and we're putting up a play this year for Christmas... 

Easy to juggle? Let's say why not? 

Then my CCA is going to put up a play this year as well and as much as I don't mind doing other things aka not act in the play, I read the plot and I feel like I can really understand the character! 

And then the auditions ARE DAYS ON WHICH I'M FREE! 

What is that trying to tell me? 

SHOULD I audition? 

Should I just go 'to hell with it' and just audition? 

I have to think if I can handle everything in the long run... 

I am absolutely terrified of drying out halfway and then having to give up something halfway through my journey. 

.....

I guess the only thing I can do now is live life and pray hard. 

Here's to a good year ahead! And not burning out!