An apology and a camp

Okay, first things first. I apologize. I genuinely apologize for not updating. I keep eamning to, but then I want to write the stories in my diary as well (which I haven't touched in a very long time as well, dear God) and I always feel so conflicted as to whether I should put this in my diary, or my blog and it's so annoying if I have to put it on both but in the end, I always choose blogging because I'm such a lazy girl and I hate writing. To my diary: I'm sorry, and I pinky promise that I'll write in you soon. 

So today was one heck of a day but let's not get ahead of ourselves. 

I'll start with camp. 

I went to Hong Kong on vacation and upon returning to Singapore, I immediately went for church camp the next day. I was camp leader and I was also one last year but I really sucked cause I was overseas and could only make it from the second day of the camp onwards so this time, I was determined to be a better leader? 

I bought snacks, and prepared games (ish) and very excitedly went to camp. I really loved my group. It was kinda hard to warm up to them first and I really need to thank my co-leader NPS who helped warm everyone up and got everyone so together and whatnot.

FIRST DAY OF CAMP: 

There were very little people in our group on the first day cause everyone else was either coming late, or coming the next day and whatnot so we started out pretty quiet. Then when we settled in already, games started AND WE WON ALL 3 GAMES. Which was pretty incredible considering we were the smallest group there. 

SECO- you know what, forget it, it's so hard to recount everyday. 

Let me just say what I wanted to say. 

I loved this camp because I felt like I rededicated my life to God. 2012 was one heck of a year and I thank God so much for bringing me through the whole year without too much trouble. My life has changed so drastically in the whole year and it felt so good to just give my life up to Him and leave everything in His power. 

I really thank God so much for everything He's done for me and this camp helped me realize how much I lacked in terms of my walk with God and I'm very determined to change that. My walk with God needs to be stronger than ever because now that a chapter of my life has closed, a new one has begun and it's going to be so different and challenging and only through my walk with God will I be able to get through it. 

Okay, that's one post. 4/5 more to go.